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April 16th, 2005

06:20 pm - i hate boysss damn it thas why i am oneee Your Brain is 40.00% Female, 60.00% Male You have a total boy brain Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts And while your emotions do sway you sometimes... You never like to get feelings too involved What Gender Is Your Brain? Current Mood: cranky Current Music: full house in the background

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December 26th, 2004

08:10 pm yoooo wats good everyone lol .... im off tomorrow yay forever... i get to chill with faithness tomorrow yayyyyyy faithness if u read this call me so i kno what time to wake up tomoorrrooo i havent chilled with u since fuckin six flags last summer girly i missesseesss jeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.... sigh... i hate shoprite... but im stuck... ive gotten comfortable and its like near impossible for me to get fired... knocks on wood... alrite i go bye byes now love u alll Current Mood: cold Current Music: latter days... movie in background

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December 5th, 2004

12:46 am - why is everything soo big now.... ok so this is my first time in a long time to post on lj and everything is sooo bold and big... boggles the mind.... ah well... i am in mucho pain damn... i have work tomorrow grrrr... i dont think ill be going to the colorado on account that i am dead after today like my legs back and neck are shot and i dont think i can do ne thing cept vege out after work... but its well deserved ya kno cuz i work two jobs and go to school damn it... sigh... but guesss what i'm taking a week off of shoprite with pay from the 12th to the 18th of this month... i am sooo goddamn happy cuz i need to rest and go to the doctor and arrange something with the physical therapists after i get my referral... i think finals are coming up soon too so yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy damn it yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Current Mood: tired Current Music: tommy talking on fone with commerce

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September 15th, 2004

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September 14th, 2004

12:26 am - am i a stupid, horrible person? ok so at school this guy jon likes me and yeah we have alotta shit in common but i dont see him as n e thing more than a friend and its not jus cuz im not physically attracted to him... its like i dont get that warm fuzzy feeling in my stomache whenever hes around u kno its like u kno even if ure not attracted to someone if ure chemistry fits that doesnt matter and like im not getting that from him u kno and like today he was like having me sit on his lap and shit and im like put in a position i dont wanna embarass this guy cuz hes cool as hell so its like u kno ill sit on alot of my friends laps and shit it doesnt mean i have like feelings for them but u guys know how i am sometimes ill have danielle moment where i wont care if i embarass someone but like if i do care about the persons feelings i wont do that and now im in a position where i feel like im leading him on and its not my intention i just get put in these positions somehow u kno its like the nurturing cancer in me comes out or something... and like its not like hes a sick perv or something like mike said something that made me feel shallow cuz he was like this guy would actually treat you right u need to stop bein so picky and all this shit but like i did do that once and u kno what it ruined my ex mark like i made him go jesus freak crazy and if u dont beleive me my cousin mareena is my witness and fucking it killed him cuz i went out with him cuz i knew he would treat me rite and yeah i gave myself the illusion that i was in love but i wasnt u kno its like i wanted to be loved soo bad and i knew where i would get it whether or not the feeling was mutual and thats not how love works i mean it has to work both ways it cant be more from one end than it is from the other u kno and like i kno this isnt the guy charlotte (amazing psychic) says im supposed to meet cuz well i know when i meet this guy it will be magic and it will be me in love not me being loved cuz there is a big difference u kno and i feel like im shallow and stupid but ive learned from my past mistakes and ive learned that i cant just settle or stop being picky i mean i am not that hideous to the point of where i have to settle or im not gonna get n e one else... i mean lately ive realized n e one who has caught feelings for me is everyone but the certain ppl i find myself to have a chemistry with u kno and it kills me cuz its like what if i am too picky and through that ill be forever alone cuz no one is good enough and its like i kno jon's not the one but like what if the one does come along and like i find something rong with him like i dunno suttyn stupid like one ear is bigger than the other u kno and i pass up love cuz maybe i really am shallow but i mean i dunno im jus feeling really lonely and shitty lately and all i want is to be in love not to be loved or even to love i jus wanna have that kinda of love that when u wake up in the morning u still feel like ure dreaming because thats how beautiful it is... is that shallow of me.... Current Mood: melancholy Current Music: nfg - it'll never snow in florida

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August 31st, 2004

03:54 am - nice What kind of God are you? Name DOB Favourite Color You earthly time was spent Raining torrents of blood while sailing over the prostrate masses in an iron chariot Your throne is A towering onyx chair, reflecting perpetual moonlight, adorned with the skulls of the vanquished You wear The inky cloak of the universe Your Godly superpower is Bolts of crackling lightning from your fingertips and total invincibility This quiz by pelagicboreas - Taken 14439 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Current Mood: cold Current Music: silence

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03:34 am - damn doesnt look like its likely any of u will be saved by a flying monkey How your LJ friends will die LJ Username trampled by a parade of clowns cranchops sleptwalk into a freeway boobiefish9 choked on a spoon sweeneytim mauled by a rabbit at a petting zoo cleorina chance that any of them may be saved by a flying monkey - 35% what you will discover God really looks like This quiz by iceiscold - Taken 939 Times. </a> New - Kwiz.Biz Astrology Current Mood: cold Current Music: reggie and the full effect - another runaway song

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August 30th, 2004

04:44 am - next chapter in my life i am starting anew... i have a new school... i have accumalated many new, truer friends... and hopefully a new financial status... but i am looking towards the future and fuck the past cuz everything is gunna be beautiful from now on Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: trapt - still frame

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August 12th, 2004

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July 19th, 2004

05:27 pm - soooo bored The \\ Last Cigarette: bout 30 min ago Last Alcoholic Drink: toooo long ago to remember Last Car Ride: hour and a half ago Last Kiss: ummm sometime in may Last Good Cry: april Last Library Book: i don't do library books Last book bought: i don't buy them either i just borrow from friends Last Book Read: i don't remember Last Movie Seen in Theatres: shrek 2 Last Movie Rented: i don't rent my friends do that stuff lol so i guess mommy dearest Last Cuss Word Uttered: fuck Last Beverage Drank: still drinkin dr. pepper Last Food Consumed: wendy's chilli Last Crush: don't go there Last Phone Call: tom Last TV Show Watched: ellen Last Time Showered: this morning Last Shoes Worn: my nike's Last CD Played: still playin the used listening to a box full of sharp objects now Last Item Bought: a really cute off the shoulder shirt from old navy Last Download: reggie and the full effect another runaway song Last Annoyance: my dad jus bein alive Last Disappointment: my dad still bein alive Last Soda Drank: still drinking dr. pepper Last Thing Written: r Last Key Used: r Last Words Spoken: ok Last Sleep: from 9pm to 7am Last Ice Cream Eaten: vanilla Last Chair Sat In: im on the floor Last Webpage Visited: livejournal Create a survey! Current Mood: bored Current Music: the used - blue and yellow

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04:35 pm - yay for me and ashton the celebrity dream quiz Name DOB Favourite Color You will closely resemble amy lee you will mary ashton kutcher your late relative will be mr. rogers you will succeed in winning american idol the first celebrity you will have sex with is your celeb. husband you were famous before but now you have BIG publicity because of clothing line, tampons, perfume, and new movie This quiz by OnePunkyMonky - Taken 1126 Times. </a> New! Get Free Daily Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz Current Mood: chipper Current Music: tbs - cute without the "e"

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04:23 pm - this is pretty on the point let's see: your name do you smoke? YesNoOccasionally do you drink? YesNoOccasionally stronger drugs? YesNoOccasionally your favourite activity you are A chatter box you wish you were Less lazy you hope To achieve something in this life people think you are An odd ball intelligent people though, think you are A mistery unsolved but, really, you're just A wild horse This fun quiz by apistrakus - Taken 271 Times. </a> New! Get Free Horoscopes from Kwiz.Biz Current Mood: bored Current Music: tbs - great romances of the 20th century

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July 18th, 2004

03:51 pm - this one couldn't have come out n e funnier How far would LJ friends go with you---sexually? LJ Username Would not touch you x_chaoschick_x Would give a friendly hug lovemuchcoffee Would kiss you to see what it's like geminiis_venom Wants oral sex from you sweeneytim Wants to have phone sex with you hazel_eyedsiren Wants to fuck you right now xsugarwaterx This fun quiz by MissHannigan - Taken 280 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: tbs - there's no I in team

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07:33 am - ahhhhhh that explains why steffan loves his job hes queen of the jungle LJ Friends Secret Lives LJ Username Secretly a hobo: mynock25 Secretly a superhero: eightstar Secretly a hostile alien: slinksterzero Secretly king/queen of the jungle: cranchops This Quiz by bubbleviciousxx - Taken 839 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Current Music: nfg - i don't wanna know

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07:29 am - ummmm this is soooooooo backwards lol but i like a perfect circle bein the band though Your LJ Wedding! LJ Username You are Marrying... cranchops Maid of Honor/Best Man slinksterzero Band that plays your reception A Perfect Circle Number of Guests 613 Location Hilltop Total Cost $602,040.25 This quiz by plush - Taken 893 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Current Mood: awake Current Music: nfg - truth of my youth

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July 17th, 2004

04:40 pm - wtf is this a sick joke dimesonly: ey mami Auto response from MaRmUra629: adored by everyone but the one.... MaRmUra629: heyyy MaRmUra629: sry i couldnt pick up the fone wen u called i had my tonsils takin out so i had no voice dimesonly: iight dimesonly: so wats good MaRmUra629: everythings good how bout u dimesonly: good goods dimesonly: i dunno when im leavin iraq thought dimesonly: though MaRmUra629: they gotta keep it secret for safety right MaRmUra629: like u dunno til like da last minute dimesonly: yea MaRmUra629: u takin care of ureself there tho rite dimesonly: yea dimesonly: im watchin my 6 MaRmUra629: lol dimesonly: so how are u and ur man MaRmUra629: oh damn we broke up like back in february lol dimesonly: so u dont gotta man dimesonly: we gone chill when we get back ? MaRmUra629: yeah jus call me i still dont drive but nothing changes here lol dimesonly: iight dimesonly: so wha we gone do ?????? dimesonly: u kno i gotta nasty mind huh? dimesonly: especially comin from iraq MaRmUra629: lol oh god dimesonly: soooooooo dimesonly: ? MaRmUra629: hmmmm dimesonly: wha MaRmUra629: i dunno u were like sooo ? and that is always followed by a hmm dimesonly: huh? dimesonly: yea dimesonly: so wha huh? dimesonly: any answers? MaRmUra629: what was the question lol now im confused dimesonly: sprintdimesonly: so wha we gone do ?????? dimesonly: u kno i gotta nasty mind huh? dimesonly: especially comin from iraq MaRmUra629: who said we were gunna do n e of that lol i thought we was jus chyllin lol dimesonly: u gotta nasty mind dimesonly: u always thinkin like that dimesonly: i tol u im not easy come on mami dimesonly: i thouhgt we was juss chillin MaRmUra629: huh yeah i got a nasty mind but what does that have to do wit us chyllin MaRmUra629: now im lost dimesonly: come on lets put thwat nasty mind to work mami dimesonly: ill work wit u dimesonly: on that MaRmUra629: on what ??//... hol up i gotta go for like 10 min cuz my brother need to use my computer and my dads bitchin dimesonly: iight i fucking hate miguel i really do... i had to say my bro needed to use this thing he isnt even allowed to touch my computer cuz im the one thats payin for it and fuckin i cant even go on aim without this bullshit i hate him like jus cuz i dont have a b/f thas me automatically inviting him to fuck me guesss what fuck him i dont need this shit im too depressed for this bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: heated!!!! Current Music: nfg - all downhill from here

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04:21 pm which of your LJ friends would come to see you perform at a strip club? LJ Username slips you a 20 pjmac receives a lapdance from you slinksterzero gets extra favors after the show sweeneytim buys you a drink northstarninja gets kicked out by the bouncer for licking the pole hazel_eyedsiren doesn't tip you at all,that fucker princesszags This Quiz by MODernSlut - Taken 17696 Times. </a> New - Help with love and dating!

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03:11 pm - lost and i dunno ok so yeah yesterday was my first day out since the surgery and it was all in all fun, weird, then gay all in that exact order.... ok so me and my cousin mareena hung out and went to applebees and all was well then her bro called her sayin how he needs her car and how she must leave right then which sucked but luckily i did not have to go home cuz i was on the fone with mike and so i told my cousin to jus drop me off at menlo where i wandered til i ever so magically ran into mike like he didnt even tell me he got there yet we just wandered to each other quite funny then we skoped the mall for hot guys and would debate whether or not they were gay then we went to target and i bought my mom her anti-virus scanner cuz the home pc sucks balls ya kno then we went for the never ending search for watercress wegmans had none, a&p didnt know what it was, ended up going to that ghetto farm on st. george the mexicans were nice though they went to the back and got me a fresh bunch bought water and there u go.... oh wait i forgot to get her frozen meals... its ok though i can do that when rama comes down... i had to walk round the otherside of avenel probably for approx. a half hour cuz i think mike got into a fite with his mom and couldnt have company so i sat at the avenel train station for a while and then damn i had to poop lol so i walked to krausers and all that was going on in my head was gotta take a shit gotta take a shit gotta take a shit... i finally took one and felt amazing again... then i walked back to the train station got a call from mike cuz his mom sent him out for errands so he asked where was i so i told him and he appeared there magically so soon... and then we so ironically went to krausers... rama then called and i told her the shit story... she told me where she was and i told her oh we are going to woodbridge mall rite now so drive there cuz mike had to pay a bill at sears and i said hi to my friend brian then we went lookin for dresses for mike to wear mall was almost closing so we didnt really have much time to look at much so then we drove to the shop rite parking lot where we blasted madonna and practiced our act since me and rama are mikes back up dancers and like we kinda are sucking cuz we dont know exactly what we are doing but we will eventually... i got to see my tommy after so long which was grrrrr8888 cuz he's my lil vogueing fag lol i had mike and rama buy my mom her frozen dinners since i cant go inside shoprite cuz my dr. note says that i cant leave the house til this coming thursday lol oh well lol ok yeah so then we went to rocky where me and rama sat in the parking lot and hot boxed lol yeahhhh then we saw jo jo and she took a few puffs and was a really good look out til she had to go in me and rama were fuckin stoned off our asses but that was good we then went in after us bein silly and watched the show for a bit moose called but as usual my service sucked and i couldnt really make out much of what he was sayin but i managed to put together that he was workin late and wasnt gunna be able to make it which sucked cuz i miss the moose so then after a lil bit through the show we went out to smoke n sit out for a while gary then came by himself for like a min i waved at him but he didnt really say n e thing then he said something to danielle and then he left i dunno what that was bout but oh well has nothing to do with me i guess but then again nothing has anything to do with me lol oh well so yeah we had a few more ciggarettes and then i was whining bout how hungry i was then me and rama went to mcdonalds and we really didnt say bye to n e one sry guys bye if it counts for anything that i said it now lol but yeah we went to mcdonalds ate in the parking lot like all the cool colonia homies lol and i got a call from mike sayin how tom didnt give him n e again tonite which sucked its jus sad ya kno cuz u kno they love each other but they arent good to each other typa thing but what can ya do they're worse than women but yeah then mike had to go so then me and rama i guess were contemplating on how we arent happy with our lives and we were tired after we ate then i went home and fell asleep woke up and all n e one does in this house is fite it was my mom and dad earlier now its my mom and michael thank god for headfones and loudly playing music i dunno imma kinda depressed and lonely but like syd stated bout the moodiness i'll just wait til my mood changes i guess its the plus of bein a cancer but yeah my life has hit a rut and i wanna jus be someone whos not me n e one jus as long as its not me i wanna disappear start anew be me but someone else i dunno im jus lonely even when i m with ppl well im getting away from it all july 24th on that convention thingy with my cousin jus to be out of this house and out of jersey for 3 days is just an amazing thing even if it is a church thing but ive learned how to block out all that god loves u bull quite well i dunno most people go there mainly to look for relationships n e ways so who knoz maybe ill find someone out there who sees shit the same exact way i do not likely but hey lets hope for the best ya kno.... Current Mood: depressed Current Music: nfg - failures not flattering

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July 16th, 2004

11:27 am - lol You Are Devon A hot busty little girl who's Howard Stern's sweetheart Some say she'll be bigger than Jenna Jameson with her girly sexy looks Like Devon, you are into guys and girls - but know that girls give the best head And no matter what - your ass is off limits. At least on camera. What Porn Starlet Are You? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Current Mood: moody Current Music: nfg - i don't wanna know

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